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Is having millions better than digging in the coutch for change to take the bus so you can visit some one you love

Long time no blog

I need to start writing again. Things are getting bad and I hope this will help me threw it. I am so unhappy and I have no idea why. Maybe its the fact that I have no friends, and im unhappy in my relationship. I really want to be done with college its taking forever. I am uncomfortable were ever I go or stay. I just dont know how to fix it. Maybe its just me being impationt maybe my heart is broken maybe I am broken. I feel happy with my family tho, I wish everyone was as nice as them, I just dont want to deal with unhappieness anymore. I want my life to be... i dont know. maybe that is my problem.

An old post in my old blog
"I cried today for no reason at all. I saw a picture of a puppy saying, "I will miss you" and I couldn't think of anyone who would miss me. I don't think things are going to go well at all."

I cried reading this.

back

we are similar in how we love but opposites in how we hate.

One day

I will learn to... well I dont know.
I will learn some thing tho, and it will be important

Different?

You know life is not about being different that everyone else. In fact thats taking the easy way out... Its really fucking easy to be different. The hardest thing to do Is to be your self... Have you given up on being yourself ?

my boy friend

is captain America