my boy friend

is captain America

You may feel alone...

when nobody loves you, but it's much worse when people do.

Every day

gets better because I'm closer to dyeing.

I can see them in your eyes

Dont worry I already know I just pretend I don't... I have always been at least 2 steps ahead of most people because I can make myself look stupid so you forget to cover your tracks... you get a little more conformable wile I inch my way into the truth in your lies and maybe I will trust you.

Never tell

Fuck you I will tell anyone I want.
These are my lips and they speak my words now and no one else can change them.

Stumble

Ever want something so badly you don't want it at all when you get it?
You weep for new meaning... But nothing will change.

i found it

Its all these god dam pictures of people
all there faces all the time... what would anyone care?

I think therefor i am alone in my head.

I think the real beauty in life is death.

I really hope things aren't as complicated as I think they are.



But I have a feeling that things are always more complicated than I would ever know.

Im trying to meet as many people as I can
why
I don't know. Maybe someone interesting will pop up

I want someone

I want to share with someone everything I got. I want to give them so much of myself that they become a part of me and they would share so much of them selves that I would become a part of them. Cant we all be that lucky. Only in death I will ever know anything for sure. Only in death we will truly know love.

Sandwitch

some days I can make a sandwich some days I can draw a sandwich... some days im like, fuck the sandwich I want Doritos but then I don't have any Doritos so I don't eat anything at all and pout. today is one of them Dorito days... what ever tomorrow will be awesome!

flat coca cola

The coca cola is flat
its a sad thing too
coca cola is not ever as good ever again.

I love

I love love love love love love
I love love love love love love
love love love
My life.

YOU ARE

week...

DOOT DOT DOO DEE

ITS SO NICE
BUT IM IN A REALLY ANNOYED MOOD TODAY
DOOT DOOT DOO DEE
ASKED THIS ONE GUY
IF HE WANTED MY INHALER CUZ HIS GIGGLING WAS ANNOYING
DOOT DOOT DOO DEE
DID NOT GET ANY WORK DONE
DOOT DOOT DOO DEE

Have you ever looked out the window
and saw someone walk by

You begin cry and let your mind drift away it for awhile
Just a stranger
You think about How they could be thinking bout the same thing
but you will never know
And there is so many people you will never ever know
They all walk around with little books about there lives
Little books that no one will ever read
Becaouse they are to busy with there books

Beautiful

Life is beautiful... I want to see it all.
The love, the hate, the loneliness,the happiness.
Regardless of whats going on, no matter what I feel like.
I'm living, I am experiencing great things
some people need to know how beautiful life is.

Life can not be forced into something that is dead.

...!

ben.