Long time no blog

I need to start writing again. Things are getting bad and I hope this will help me threw it. I am so unhappy and I have no idea why. Maybe its the fact that I have no friends, and im unhappy in my relationship. I really want to be done with college its taking forever. I am uncomfortable were ever I go or stay. I just dont know how to fix it. Maybe its just me being impationt maybe my heart is broken maybe I am broken. I feel happy with my family tho, I wish everyone was as nice as them, I just dont want to deal with unhappieness anymore. I want my life to be... i dont know. maybe that is my problem.